The Moment in My Journey That Still Gives Me Goosebumps
There are moments in life that mark you forever.
Moments that split your world into “before” and “after.”
And for me, one of those moments didn’t happen on stage, or during a triumph, or in front of a camera.
It happened in a specialist’s office… off camera… in the rawest place a mother can stand.
I can still hear the words:
“He has early-stage leukemia… and he might not make it.”
In that instant, everything inside me snapped — not in fear, but in clarity.
My son was getting worse.
We were doing everything “right.”
Every protocol.
Every appointment.
Every treatment the system recommended.
And yet… nothing was helping.
But what I felt in that moment was not panic.
It wasn’t rebellion.
It was something far older.
Far deeper.
A knowing.
A calm, ancient voice inside me rose up and said:
“You already know the way.”
I didn’t understand it intellectually.
I didn’t have a plan.
All I had was that quiet, unwavering truth.
That night, I went home and began researching like a mother possessed — not out of fear, but out of purpose.
Energy medicine.
Frequency-based healing.
Cellular regeneration.
Modalities I had never been trained in but somehow intuitively recognised.
And then — slowly, gently — I started to see my son improve.
His energy shifted.
His symptoms softened.
His spark began to return.
It was in those early signs of healing that I realised something profound:
That moment in the specialist’s office wasn’t a breaking point.
It was an initiation.
Not into crisis.
Not into desperation.
But into the healer I was always meant to be.
The mother who refused to give up.
The woman who would scour the globe for answers.
The practitioner who would later help others navigate their own impossible moments.
That moment — that knowing — still gives me goosebumps to this day.
Because it reminds me that our deepest callings often arrive disguised as our darkest hours.
And when we listen… when we trust… when we follow that inner voice…
We step into who we were always meant to become.