The Fear I Faced That Changed Everything for Me
There are moments in life when everything you’ve prepared for suddenly unravels… and you’re left standing in the unknown.
I’ve lived through many of those moments — from hospital rooms with my children to rebuilding my life’s purpose from scratch. But there’s one moment in my professional life that taught me a lesson I will never forget.
I was mid-tour.
Full audience.
Lights on, energy high — but something was off.
Nothing was selling.
And not because the offer wasn’t good…but because almost everyone in the room had already purchased it on previous tours.
I had 15 minutes to turn the entire situation around.
Fifteen minutes to figure out a solution, or walk off stage feeling like I had failed.
That’s when the fear hit me.
The kind that grabs you by the chest and whispers:
“What now?
What else could you possibly offer?
What if you’ve run out of ideas?"
I stepped off stage during a short break.
I closed my eyes.
I planted my feet firmly on the ground the way I learned to do during the darkest moments of my children’s healing journey — when I had no choice but to breathe through uncertainty and trust the next step.
And in that stillness… something incredible happened.
A brand-new offer dropped in — fully formed, intuitive, unmistakably right.
I didn’t have time to overthink it.
I didn’t have time to polish or perfect.
All I had was trust.
So I walked back onto that stage, spoke from my heart, and shared the offer exactly as it came through.
Within minutes, I closed a $50,000 deal on the spot.
But the money wasn’t the lesson.
The lesson was this:
When you trust your intuition — even in the middle of chaos — clarity always finds you.
And when you lead from that place, people feel you.
Not your perfection.
Not your strategy.
You.
That’s when the magic happens.
It’s the same principle I now bring into Shine Health & Wellness. Whether I’m supporting someone through emotional healing, nervous system regulation, or alternative therapies… I know that the body speaks, intuition guides, and clarity is always available when we slow down long enough to listen.
Fear doesn’t disappear when you’re meant to step into something bigger — but your ability to trust yourself expands.
And that changes everything.